NO LONGER GERMANY

I was engaged with my bf.(always the same one)

all the fantasy about Germany is over now.

I can't leave him alone in wenzhou

Life is about giving up and getting.

we can't just only get things always without giving up.

honestly i am willing to make this decision for the reason of LOVE

meanwhile, i feel pain in my heart cause it is like cutting one piece of meat from my body.

anyway, that is life and right now i am happy as long as don't to think about the fantasy in Germany.

and i belive that some day i will get over this fantasy, and this pain.

Time will heal everything. meanwhile i will get happiness day after day.

miss you guys