All this year, it is about Germany.
I am going to put an end to this "Germany Stuff" by the end of this year.
So i am going to take APS in Beijing.
This is the moment that i have been waiting for one year.
I was supposed to do that last year.But...
Sometimes, i think that i am born a business person. Maybe, if i keep on fighting here, i will have a successful career in my life at young age.
However, it seems that i want something more in life.
Honestly, there are many deep night that i was scared.
I was scared to face my life going to be in Germany
I was scared of being alone.
I know that i am good at something which i still not know yet, which i am gonna find out.
Will I be finally in German as I am expecting right now? I am not sure, but i am gonna fight very hard for it.
All i have known right now is that i want to make the miracle to be happened.
Actually, my feeling right now is very complicated, which i can n't tell exactly.
hmm, actually i know that my English Level is going down every day. Anyway i will try to write a little bit everyday.
hmmmm
Come on, Qiongyao. It is time for you to fight for yourself.