Life recently!


Life recently is pretty cool for me. The weather is very beautiful too.

The working team i am in right now is re-arranged now. I have a new team leader. I have to spend some time on getting used to her agian. After being with the ex-team leader, i am already familiar with it, then right now, it all is changed.
It is already May here, how time flies, last time, about this year, i was still in Tianjin, saying goodbye to my friends. What a sad picture,and now, it is already been one year. Right now , it is all like a dream, when you wake up, you think it happends just like yesterday while it has already been one year.
Right now, my English is decreasing everyday, before it gets very worse, i need to pick it up agian. so does my German.
Suddenly remember that once i had a dream that i can speak at least 5 language in my entire life, right now when i rethink about this dream, it is like something will never happen in my life.
as for me right now, if i can mast German and English flucently is pretty lucky enough.
Well the only task for me right now is to study English and German. That is all.
Hey guys, i have changed a lost during the past five years, I am not the same Qiongyao as someone already now about before. But i guess one thing is sure is that i am still a good girl. and i am still being greatful and appreciated for everything that i have got. and i miss those ones that i am worth to miss.
I have learnt a lot about what is life is supposed to be. And i will continously update them in my blog.
Missing you!

Looking forward for something...

The girl, who has already been in this company for three years, has the chance to go to business trip to Europe nearly once a month, which I super envy. Honestly speaking, I don’t think that my language skill or any other skill is worse than her. Just it is a good time for her, when she first came into this company; the company was in fast development. Meanwhile, this company lacked someone who can speak English, which made her right now so popular. Even my manager sometimes would ask her to call the clients or something. I am right now like a invisible person, no one knows that I can speak English well and I got the ability to communicate with the clients personally, and I know how to deal with it, which I have been doing for half a year in my last company. However, I am waiting for some good chance to be someone who is irreplaceable. I am a person with wild ambitious. It is a competitive society; anyone who is qualified deserves a better position and a better life.
So for the next two years, I would like to be keeping on invisible, as still there are so many things I have to learn in this areas, both professional area and personal relationship.
Right now for me, I already got something that someone would have to fight for their whole life, and I have already have a handsome and good husband, good parents, and many good friends, so what would I ask for more? Because all of those above, I told myself that it was the reason why I have to work so hard, it is a way of showing my appreciation for God. Because I want him to know that I won’t let him down.

HOW TIME FLIES!

how time flies. it is already by the end of MARCH.

Recently, don't know why i am super happy. without any reasons......

Being normal again. i guess

anyway, i will try to write more.....

NO LONGER GERMANY

I was engaged with my bf.(always the same one)

all the fantasy about Germany is over now.

I can't leave him alone in wenzhou

Life is about giving up and getting.

we can't just only get things always without giving up.

honestly i am willing to make this decision for the reason of LOVE

meanwhile, i feel pain in my heart cause it is like cutting one piece of meat from my body.

anyway, that is life and right now i am happy as long as don't to think about the fantasy in Germany.

and i belive that some day i will get over this fantasy, and this pain.

Time will heal everything. meanwhile i will get happiness day after day.

miss you guys

When a vampire falls in love with a human-being

A love story between a handsome vampire and a beautiful girl

What a fabulous story.

Strongly believe that the novel itself is far more interesting than the movie.

I asked Chern to do me a favor to buy the books, the original English edition, in taobao for me.

Shortly I will get them( there are 4 of them), ~~~~~

I know that I have been away from English for a very long time with certain reasons. All the
Fantasies about languages and new challenges have been decayed by the coming but irresistible time.

The movie, the coming original English books from Zhan Xin and the conversation with someone evoked my inner memories for the beauty side of something.

Anyway, it is going far beyond the topic itself. Sorry. I strongly recommend guys to watch this movie, if possible, try the books thought I have never read it before. Maybe when I finish reading them, I will tell you. ^_^

For some friends: guys I really miss you. You have been in my life for a short of time, but leaving the unforgettable memories in my entire life. Having been lucky enough to know all of you, and greedily look forward for the next re-unit. Thought I know that ugly truth that I might never and ever see you guys any more, still I want to give myself some hoping space, cause you have been changing my life.

You have been taught me that it was life. I have to get over with it. Such an emotional person as I am, I can never get over it, or maybe some day, I can do it. Who can definitely be sure that maybe some day, some tiny things will evoke my best memories for you guys?

Still it is going far beyond the topic itself, sorry.

All this year, it is about Germany.
I am going to put an end to this "Germany Stuff" by the end of this year.
So i am going to take APS in Beijing.
This is the moment that i have been waiting for one year.
I was supposed to do that last year.But...
Sometimes, i think that i am born a business person. Maybe, if i keep on fighting here, i will have a successful career in my life at young age.
However, it seems that i want something more in life.
Honestly, there are many deep night that i was scared.
I was scared to face my life going to be in Germany
I was scared of being alone.
I know that i am good at something which i still not know yet, which i am gonna find out.
Will I be finally in German as I am expecting right now? I am not sure, but i am gonna fight very hard for it.
All i have known right now is that i want to make the miracle to be happened.
Actually, my feeling right now is very complicated, which i can n't tell exactly.
hmm, actually i know that my English Level is going down every day. Anyway i will try to write a little bit everyday.
hmmmm
Come on, Qiongyao. It is time for you to fight for yourself.

Somthing about life recently,

I am preparing for going to Germany right now.

I have sent my materials to APS.

I am doing research for schools

Never in life feel I so ready for this...

I got my parents' permission, which makes me very happy.

For this moment, i have been waiting for nearly one year.

Right now, everything is going to be ready.

Mom wants me to be a smart girl, she wants me to learn more about this world.

All i am doing right now are what i had been dreaming to do one years ago.

I am gonna do it beautifully, confidently and perfectly.

Still keep on my dream.

I know that i am different and I am gonna prove it.

Come on! Qiongyao.

God bless me!

I love you God for giving me everything that i have right now.

I will work even harder and appreciate for everything that I have got.